Thursday, April 9, 2009

No Vacation

im really bummed....no vacation this month or any other month in the near future for that matter! Its called bills & taxes. Im not happy, to say the least, but everything is for a reason I always say. I was really looking forward to seeing the ocean. It somehow makes everything alright again. It makes the next six months bareable. Its not that things are so bad here its just that I grew up in California and I really miss seeing the ocean!For me it has a grounding effect that makes everything ok again..Im so sad.

My husband says that we are going to Salt Fork...........yea, thats where I want to be. In the forest with Deer, cant wait. He says "you can take pictures of the deer" I will have to post them...whoo, hoo.

Im buying a large bottle of wine to take with me. Maybe if I shake it enough it will remind me of the waves? Not so much..hmm?

Maybe I will paint a bit more often. I dont know.

Im making bugers tonight for my youngest and her new boyfriend. I bought some steak burgers, some bleu cheese burgers and some gyro burgers! Ive tasted them before, they are great. Just going to put them on my grill and tada! I will have gourmet :) burgers. Maybe it will relieve my mind of the constant reminder that Im not going on vacation.

My youngest daughter has recently told me of her adoration for a young man that she wants to move to Arizona with. Her adoration is a year long, but, and Ive not met him yet because she has lived in Denver until a few weeks ago,but, what is she doing? You have to let them grow up dont you? You teach them to be independent, right? You hope they make the right decisions. I feel like a mother bird that just lets her babies fly away.

I watched the process of birds and their young once. I kept trying to keep the finches, in the area, from nesting in my hanging flower baskets. I kept taking the nests that they were making out (I know all you bird lovers are going to tie me to the stake)so that I wouldnt have to water around them. I have had this problem before. But the finches wouldnt hear of it. i will be back

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