Sunday, January 3, 2010

Another Day of Longing for You


Just wanted to drop in to see you, wasn't sure if you were busy. You look so comfortable and inviting, perhaps you are intrigued to see me.
I miss you, you know, each time you go away. My mind wanders to thoughts ,will we be together again? But you're back, you're here. My heart lightens.
I thought my heart to break last night with thoughts of you. Knowing that I had to wait until today to breathe in your scent. To stand so close to you with outstretched hands. You are my life's breath and the beating that is my heart.
I gaze in amazement at the your warmth each time we are so close. And the clarity that becomes more evident......we will love endlessly, forever, always

Dulce

Thursday, August 20, 2009

An Amazing Day




Just glad that Thursday is here. I had a nice calm day...in comparison to most of my days. I kept MP at bay, better known as mini me LOL. Didnt have to deal with him at all until I left for home...mmm, home, what a nice sound. The weather was the only issue today, and that really didnt materialize. Im still waiting for the thunderstorms to hit. I miss CA. but the great thing about OH is that the weather produces such great skies. I will post some pics of the skies that I have taken in the past. I seem to take those most often, they are so interesting. We are looking at the threat of rain/thunderstorms all week at this point. I dont mind. Its just nice to be home and relaxing instead of on my feet and working. Im moving to Europe where they know how to relax, not really, I wish. I would love to visit one day though. Italy for sure and then of course Greece. Hmm, maybe the French Riviera, oh, maybe all of Europe.. that would be incredible. YEs.

Working on my dream painting....it will take time but it will be great!Some of my paintings can take a day, some months, it just depends. But Im really excited about tje whole venture. Ive chosen several dreams to incorporate, so it wont be just one. Maybe the next or there after I can deal with just one so you know exactly what Ive seen. Dreamz are great, they are such a source of relief.

Tell me about your dreamz. Have you ever dreamt you were flying? I have. I used to dream about flying all the time when I was young. Some times my dreams have a feeling of reality in them, as though, you know when someone touches you...a brush of your hand or a kiss on your cheek? I feel the touch and the warmth of the other person. Its incredible. When I have these reality dreams it almost always happens or has happened. That's the stuff I was talking about in regards to having precognitive dreams.

Ive also had awake happenings. Ive had a hand on my shoulder (in comfort, many times) after someone has passed away.I usually know when someone is thinking of me. And I dont mean just a passing thought, I mean they keep thinking of me for some reason over and over. They will come into my mind continually throughout the day or night until they stop and then of course I hear from them. I usually know when someone is going to call. Or when the phone rings, I almost always know who it is. I dont seem to use these skills quite as much now because we have ringtones for everyone we know. Hmm maybe I should get rid of the ringtones?

Im very sensitive to peoples feelings, the energy that they give. If im not careful I pick up the energy that they are putting forth. That's not always a good thing, the energy I mean. Sometimes the energy is a bad energy and then that gets sent my way. Sometimes the energy is good or great and Im happy for it. I just have to protect myself.

I will post more tomorrow, I dont have to be to work until late afternoon.

here are the pics, and thanks for listening.

Dulce

Monday, August 17, 2009

Painting dreamz piece by piece





Just stopped by to show a bit of my progress. I love the texture of the material I am using. I have a before and after of the canvas and of course all the materials that Im using. I will be applying one more coating of gesso before I start my painting. I used stretcher bars 19x32 and about a 1/2 yd of organic muslin. I have one coat of gesso on the canvas now and once the second coat is dry I will decide whether I want to lightly sand and recoat or leave as is for texture.

Im sure the colors will come to me as I start my dream painting. Im very excited and curious to see what comes of my efforts.

I will also leave you with a pic of a butterfly that decided to land on my patio just beyond the railing. Each time I see a butterfly I see joy and peace. They are such a pleasure to watch. This one decided to say goodbye as well, how honored I felt to have this one show me its beauty just one more time. They dont live a very long life Iam told, but they provide such wonder and beauty while they are here.

Thank you for listening, Dulce

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Painting Dreamz

Painting Dreamz

just wanted to say that I started my canvas and want to take you step by step from the canvas to the painting. I was planning on posting the first few steps of the canvas and the prep paint but realized when I went for my camera the battery was not charged. So the battery is on the charger and Im posting before going to work! I will be back tomorrow to show you the progress.

And then the dream.......

Dulce

Dreamz




Ive thought quite a bit about what change is coming into my life. I think a long look into my dreamz will be a good direction. Dreamz are so amazing, I wish that I could remember every one. Ah, and even better than that is painting them. Yes, that's it, I will paint them ! I will paint them..........!

It's fabulous to have a revelation. Im so excited! I have had some organic canvas for some time now and havent bothered to stretch or treat it. I have the perfect reason to do so now. I have two little projects to attend to and then I wil set off to stretch my canvas and put a coating or two of gesso. Yay, I cant tell you how this makes me feel. I have been feeling the need to paint but just didnt know what. And now I have the perfect combination, the need to find answers for my life and the need to paint them. Dreamz

Here are a few of my paintings from the past :) Enjoy

and thanks for listening, Dulce